Category: Deep Web

  • CV2

    Top of the evening to you Midnight. Of course, as I’ve been making my travels from place to place on my mission of revenge on those degenerates from the deep web site, “pink meth.” I’ve rather enjoyed your little campfire stories of possible demonic possessions and the like. Each asking if you wanted more of them submitted for your approval. I share them on different forms of social media because they amuse me. I always post under an assumed named from what ever coffee house I find myself in. You’d be amazed how easy it is to bat my eye lashes and ask to borrow an old mans phone.) I suggest your other fans do the same if they really want what they have to say heard and viewed.

    It’s not your approval I seek but rather the outlet to have my story known. In case your viewers cannot recall. Let’s give them an albeit brief re-cap. I have been called Chan Vigilante but I prefer “the Crimson Vigilante.” My sister Marsha took her own life after the pink meth crowd shared photo upon photo of her forced acts. She really wanted no part in any of their games. Finally, seeing no way out, she regrettably ended her own life. I read in horror how they felt no responsibility for any of it and it was her family that should have been there to support her.

    Marsha was not kind nor cruel, but once her photo was shared by a disgruntled ex-husband, she became fearful and reclusive. In her distraught state, she once told me of a strong box and said if anything should ever happen to her I was to take the key and go to it. With her blood still on my hands I unlocked the steel case and inside was stacks of cash, her birth certificate and a handful of photos of her and I when we were kids. You might well remember those details for another confession should you and your viewers care for one. In case you were wondering, this is how I fund myself and where the story now picks back up.

    Of course I’m no longer in the city I am speaking about, I’m a vigilante not a fool. I have on my zip drive all of the users names, cities, and other vital information whom posted and shared in what I can only consider Marsha’s murder. It really shouldn’t matter if it was by her hand or not! I know the law, and the lack of it. Nothing local law enforcement would ever do in a case of suicide, but I can, and have done so with great calculated and enthusiastic commitment.

    I went to a city known for it’s brotherly love. I’m certain I needn’t mention it by name. Within a few feet of the bus station, there was a good old fashioned, well known book store offering it’s Wi-Fi for free. I set up my post there. I donned my white hat with the letters, CV upon it and looked up a very nasty man who boasted to his pals about his six figure income on many occasions. Surely a man of affluent tastes would appreciate a well read woman willing to lend herself for his camera for some needed artful nudes.

    I wrote up a Craig’s list ad and ignored all but his since he often told his pink meth friends that’s the best way to find women. I knew the name immediately as it appeared in an answer to my ad. Why these men never change their name is still laughable to me. The address to the book store was everywhere, so it was very easy to enter into his reply.

    Never since has an answer followed that rapidly, which is a pity as some of my missions take days to set up.
    Within a couple of hours we were sitting in this mall’s book store, sipping coffee from their little cafe’. There is such a thing known as over sharing and sometimes listening close enough you can wait further into a conversation and mirror back what the person said and they will feel as if they know you and believe to have some real connection.

    After a time, he finally took notice of a book which I actually hold no true fandom of, you know the one, of a certain well to do man who seeks a secretary to become his sex slave. He saw that I had it strategically stacked about with some historical nude picture books. I fumbled and dropped it and pretended to be very ashamed and embarrassed. I was actual neither one. I had it there for him to see.

    He said there was a lovely hotel just up the street from this mall as is in many larger cities and this was no different. He said he had a camera and would love to take some photos of me which he would later paint from and give me the painting for my boy-friend. I knew what was up and agreed to follow him in my rented car to this hotel.

    In order for him to legitimize himself, he showed me some photos of former paintings he’d done. This man even went so far as to show me his collection of oil based paints he would later use.

    I knew him and his game as he bragged so many times on pink meth as to this is how he always begins his game, he didn’t know the rules were about to change. I told him that I had a much better camera and he could use it to take the photos with and I would mail them to him, A smile came over his face, which cringed my soul. He thought I was making it too easy for him. He asked if I had any fantasies such as what was in that book I dropped earlier. I humbly lowered my eyes and told him I liked being controlled. “REALLY?” he exclaimed almost in a shout he was so excited. “Yes,” I answered in a light whisper.

    “Remove your clothes and do it slowly for me.” He replied, thinking he just struck gold. “Ok, but just please use my camera, that’s the only thing I ask of you,” and he agreed.

    As my shirt and bra dropped to the floor, the pale dilated eyes of my dead sister seemed to sparkle in my mind, I could swear I could sense her smile when my hands were cupped over my most private areas. He dropped my camera on the bed and ordered me to lay down so he could get over head shots.

    Once I was in a prone position, he began crawling on different sections of the mattress. “Click Click Click,” the damn fool didn’t even check to see if a) there was film in the camera OR b) if there was even an s.d. card inside of it. The only article of clothing I kept on was my now signature white knit hat with the letters CV. It seems to help me keep my thoughts and wits while I work.

    His face was close to mine so close. I pulled my arm up slowly toward my hat and much to his surprise, withdrew a hypodermic needle. Since my sister was diabetic it’s very easy to show any pharmacy tech and get issued a 30 day supplies worth of them. Inside the needle was the drug which you refused to reveal in my last story. My senses were so alert and vibrant, I could actually hear the flesh puncture when I inserted the needle into his neck. I wish I could have a picture of his face at that moment! The poor bastard couldn’t even make it to the door before his will became mine.

    I told him how naughty he had been and picked up his camera and turned it on. Now strip…and do it for me slowly b a b y. Of course he followed orders. I told him to open my suit case and take out a cute darling little French maids outfit which I’d purchased some time back at a Halloween shop after the holiday sale.

    I kept the film rolling as he put on each piece, even the tacky cheap lace hat. I ordered him to lay on the bed and he obeyed. I then tied his arms and legs to the posts in this over priced tourist trap of a room, which was foolishly registered to his credit card.

    I took out his cheap oil paints and used his exposed body parts now not covered in fake black satin to paint the letters C V over and over. I took his lame paint brush and stuck it length wise in his mouth. Although rendered willing he knew what I was doing, the whole time.

    I uploaded the images to pink-meth on the deep web, and I will upload more soon Midnight as I have dozens now. I put on my sisters business casuals and left the room. I was even so bold as to stop by the front desk to complain about the noise coming from his room.

    Oh I do hope your fans share this on their social media, it could only help my mission and purpose, and really it costs them nothing. Whereas I am the one taking all the risk.

    Do YOU want more Midnight? Do YOUR FANS? If so I’ll keep looking to see if this story is shared, as my next one promises to hold a twist that even you cannot anticipate!

    XOXOXO
    C.V.

  • The Black Market

    The Black Market

    Hello Midnight Fears. I have a story that i’ve been wanting to share with you but I never got around to it. This story is the story about the death of my cousin Roberto, and his experience with the deep web black market. When I was about 10 years old, I lived in Chotepe which is a small town near San Pedro Sula in the state of Honduras in Central America. In Chotepe, there were many gang members both from either the MS-13 or Calle 18. My cousin Roberto was part of the MS-13. Now in Honduras, wi-fi is very limited, especially in Chotepe where nobody has wi-fi, so Roberto had to drive to San Pedro in order to get internet access. My father and mother were in America and they had lots of money. They had left me behind until they could arranged my papers to enter America, which didn’t happen until 2011. This story takes place in 2009. So anyways, my parents had lots of money and they always sent me, my grandmother, my uncle, and many more family members stuff from America such as sneakers, video games, etc. One day my dad had sent Roberto a laptop. Nobody in my family knew that Roberto was part of the MS as he never told anybody, but we found out after his death. Anyways, Roberto had gotten a laptop and he immediately started talking with some of his friends on how to access the black market through is laptop because one of his friends had a laptop and he used it to order drugs off of it. He eventually found out and he went crazy with the drugs he ordered. He usually ordered cocaine or LSD. One day, he ordered drugs from the wrong person. This particular day he had ordered meth and the man that was supposed to sell it to him, was part of the MS-13 rival gang, Calle 18. They met up in a secretive part in between Chotepe and the nearby town of Chamelecon. Once they met up they started chatting. The man that he was buying meth from was very skinny. He was bald and had a mustache and was wearing nothing much but sagging jeans and  a tank top. He mad lots of tattoos all over his chest, stomach, back, neck and even all over his face. Roberto had not too many tattoos Roberto was also wearing the exact same outfit that the meth dealer was wearing. This would turn out to be the mistake that ended his life. Apparently the deal had gone well. My cousin got his meth, and the dealer got his money. But it didn’t end there. The dealer stopped walking to count his money and realized he was 1000 Lempira’s (Honduran currency) short than what the meth was worth. He turned to face Roberto to confront him about his money. Roberto had his back turned to the dealer as he was walking away. That was his final mistake. On Roberto’s back was a giant tattoo that had “MS-13” written over it. Remember, Roberto was wearing a tank top which made the tattoo very visible. In front of us he always wore something to cover up his tattoo. Anyways, the dealer, without a second thought, started swinging punches at the back of Robertos head and knocked him out. Apparantly, from what I was told, after Roberto was knocked out, he was kidnapped, brought to basement in a house in Chamelecon, tortured and then brought to the middle of a random town where they publicly tied him up and stabbed him many times over and over, leaving the knives inside of him and they used different knives each time they stabbed him. This is a story that my uncle told me. I’m not sure if he was trying to scare me into never joining a gang or if the story he told me was 100% legitimate. He did show me evidence though. He showed me a photo of Robertos dead body after he was stabbed. I am going to show you the picture of Roberto’s dead body after he was stabbed. Warning: The photo i’m about to show you is extremely graphic and disgusting. Please look at the picture only if you have a strong stomach, do not look at it if you have a weak stomach as. Even I can’t look at the picture myself without thinking that i’m going to vomit Here is the picture, proceed at your own risk: [Picture is too graphic to show]

    Submited by Anonymous

  • WTTMH

    WTTMH

    Hello midnight fears,

    I am such a huge fan of your work. I have listening to your narrations for about a year now. Just can’t seem to get enough of them haha.  And I ask that you please do not use my real name in the video if you do plan on narrating this. And yes my real name is used on this story.

    Let me just start by saying that this story can be used for your online channel.  Some names, not all, have been changed in the story simplify because I don’t have permission to use their real names and that I really hope the message at the end of this story is clear for everyone to understand.

     

    Let me first tell you a little bit about myself. I come from a neighborhood in Brooklyn, new York by the name of Williamsburg. A very italian neighborhood. And yes I am 100% Italian and speak the language fluent, considering my parents are born in Italy. I come from a family very well connected in the Italian mafia. Made members of the mafia to be specific actually. You see, you could only be a made member if you are 100% Italian, anything else you’d be considered an associate of the mafia. To become a made man, you have to show the family you are of allegiance to that you are loyal and a “good earner” and are willing to do whatever it takes to protect your friends in the family. There are 5 families in new York, Colombo, Genovese, Lucchese, Bonnano and Gambino. I am currently in the process of becoming made in one of them, I can’t specify which one. I know this may seem very irrelevant and off topic, but you will later understand why I included this.

     

    Now to my story…

     

    This all started a few months ago when a friend of mine, who is a made guy, was at a social club where all members and associates just go to have a drink and hangout with each other. We heard a few of the old timers talking about the deep web. Which came as a shock to me, because of all people, who would’ve ever thought that these guys who were born in the 40’sand 50’s would have any clue about that stuff. They spoke about how their grandkids have visited it and had seen insane things while browsing through it. Of course I knew what the deep web was, mainly because of watching your videos, but never had any intention of going on it because I had no business being there at all.

     

    About two days later, I had been craving curiosity to go on the deep web for some reason, just to see what I could come across on it. So I called over a friend of mine who is extremely tech savvy and probably a hacker I’m not sure to be honest. I told him that I wanted to to go on the deep web and from there on an unmarked computer that I purchased under a different name for safety purproses, he installed everything I needed to safely browse the deep web. I suggested that we go to a cafe nearby called the “blue stove” in Williamsburg, so we could use an outside WiFi and have no connection traced back to us going on the deep web, god forbid we were to get hacked or something. Funny what your videos do to me right? Lol. So we installed the onion router aka tor, orfox and whonix and an ssh tunnel. And right in front of me there it was, the deep web.

     

    Feeling like a little kid in a candy store. I just kept browsing and browsing. Coming across the usual things, illegal drugs for sale, guns for sale, hitmen etc. I came across something known as the hidden wiki, it was just a lot of site links encrypted in letters and numbers. We browsed for hours and found a ton of dead links.

    I finally clicked on one site link that took me to some website labeled “wttmh” which stood for “welcome to the monkey house”. And I had a feeling that this was a red room because I’m pretty sure I have heard of it in one of your stories before. I knew this was gonna be hard to get out of. My friend and I clicked the exit button numerous fucking times and it wouldn’t exit.

    We even tried shutting the computer off, and nothing, absolutely nothing. It just stood on. My friend john and I packed up all of our stuff and went back to my house. We opened the computer again, and as much as I wanted to take the battery out and not look at it I couldn’t  because I was really interested in seeing what was going to happen. But at the same time I didn’t want to because I know the people who run these sites or the murderers who appear on them are all just piece of shit people who need to fucking die!

    I wasn’t going take any more of this. As I was about to take the battery out, a small message appeared in the corner and said “hi there, I don’t recognize your IP address, and I wasn’t aware that you were a member of our site”. I was like wtf people become member of this site?! Stupid sick idiots on this site. I replied and said “oh no, I’m leaving now bye”.  I shit you not, the computer turned off on its own. About 30 seconds later it turned back on and static and fuzz came on the screen, something that you’d see out of a movie. And to be honest I’m not really a person who gets scared at all, as a matter of fact, I’m known around my neighborhood as a tough guy and have a reputation of being good with my hands, and nobody really messes with me because my uncle was the boss of the family. But in all honesty, I was kind of scared because I didn’t know what was going to happen next.

    A message board pops up and says “hi Vinnie are you enjoying yourself?” my heart dropped and I was speechless and my friend was scared as well. I replied and said “yeah go fuck yourself”. At this point I wasn’t scared anymore and wanted to see if this guy was just some keyboard warrior. His reply scared the living crap out of me, he stated my credit card numbers, my address, my full name, my family member names.

    I was in total shock. And decided Just take the battery out. It was late already, I laid in bed and just couldn’t fall asleep. I wasn’t really scared any more. I just couldn’t fall asleep for some reason. Around 4 in the morning, my phone started ringing but no number was appearing, I didn’t even answer, I had a feeling it was whoever was messing with me earlier on that freaking website. It was probably ran by a bunch of virgins. I then got a text that said “look in the front of your house” and of course there was someone standing in front of a purple minivan right outside my house. It was old and beat up. The guy was wearing sweat pants, a hoodie and a hat. He looked old and raggedy, maybe late 50’s I’d assume.

    I saw he was holding something in his hand which looked like a gun, so I just opened my window, took my gun and fired a warning shot at him. And yes guys I am a licensed gun holder all of my guns are 100% legal. Once he heard that shot, he got back into that crap box of a van and sped off. I went downstairs and much to my surprise, I discovered my entire living room was completely destroyed. I had no idea what happened, I didn’t even hear anyone in the house. What the hell?

    I was totally confused, and decided to just go to sleep. I didn’t even care, I was so tired at this point. The next morning, I woke up and one of the captains in the family picked me up to run daily errands. As we turned the corner of my house, I saw that same junky van parked on the side of the street. with the bullet hole in it but nobody was in the car. I was wondering where that man was. Probably wandering around waiting for me to leave my house so he could ambush it or something I guessed. I told my carmine what had happened, and he said “we’re gonna wait for this little fuck and beat the daylights out of him”. I then got a call from no number like last night and the person said “watch out”. This man really had no idea who he was fucking with, because if he knew who I was or who Carmine was, he wouldn’t have even thought about coming back here. I decided to stay home and wait for this guy to come and try and enter my house. I waited at my front door inside for hours with a police baton drilled down the middle with lead in it. After a few hours I see this guy coming towards the door, so I just walked outside and took the baton and hit him right on the top of his fucking head. All you heard was a fucking craaaackkkk. It sounded like I was at fucking Yankee stadium. I believe it was the neighbors who called the police and they arrived and I had to explain what happened. Even though I was raised to never talk to the law, you gotta do what you gotta do. The guy was unconscious. Turns out this guy was wanted for rape in Georgia. As for the website, it was gone once the police tried to check it out. I didn’t care, I was just waiting for one of those fucking morons to try something stupid again so I could beat the shit out of them again. But nothing ever happened. I’m now happy and no longer have to worry about those weirdos.

    As for everyone listening, if you think the deep web is a joke, think again. It isn’t a place for anyone to be. I’m lucky because I have the connections that I have, if it wasn’t for that, I’d  be in one big pile of shit right now probably dead. Stay away from it, weird and evil people roam the deep web. People who want nothing but to see the world burn. Don’t even go near it. Thank you guys for listening to my story, and I hope my message was made clear.

  • Justice

    Justice

    Hey Midnight. Let me start by saying I am a HUGE fan of your channel and narrations. My wife and I have seen all of your videos at least twice. Lol. I’m going to hit you up on Patreon. I know it takes a lot of time and effort to make quality videos like yours and we should show our appreciation. I hear you don’t make anything on youtube unless you have millions of views…

    Now to my story. I am Italian. Like the movie says, I am also a goodfella and am for hire on the deep web. Now I’m not going to say a whole lot more, but this is important and will later become apparent as to why.

    I’ve heard reports that violent crimes like rape are decreasing. I don’t believe this for a second. Either the numbers are being distorted or they are not being reported. I think it is a combo of both.

    Anyhow, I have a personal story that should serve as a warning to any would be rapists out there. You will get what you got coming.

    My daughter has friend I’ve known since they were toddlers. She is a very sweet, kind girl who never hurt a soul. Let’s call her Jenny.

    Recently Jenny was raped by a disgusting piece of crap who is at least 10 years older than her. He got her while she was drunk at a concert over the summer. Cops and courts are fine but I decided to exact justice myself. Real justice.

    The loser worked at a little store in a strip mall and the girls kind of knew him. So I waited for him to get off work and leave. I followed him home and got the little bastard on his way in.

    I won’t go into detail, but let’s just say he won’t be walking anywhere for a long time and more importantly, he will never be able to rape anyone ever again.

    The cops probably know it was me but they can’t prove anything and really they don’t want to dedicate resources, so no harm no foul, at least for me.

    So a message to any of you who are thinking of committing a crime like this, you never know who you hurt may have as friends, and Lord willing someone like me will get you, exact revenge and life as you know it will end.

    Submitted by Mr. X

  • Mistakes – A Two Part Deep Web Story

    Mistakes – Deep Web Story Part 1

     

    Before I tell my story I would like to make one thing clear, by telling this story I do not encourage anyone to access the deep web. It is one of the darkest and cruelest places and should never be touched under any circumstances. I explored and my life will never be the same again.

    I am a hacker; I have never done anything to hurt other people, I’m just interested in the concept of being able to get into the things that are normally locked off. You hear about these hackers like me that get caught, that’s not me, I’m not stupid I know how to protect myself. I do this by proxies and firewalls, I’m not going to get into them in this story, it’s not important, all you need to know is they protect me from being detected by police or FBI. Most of the time I used my hacking skills on the web to get free movies and check through hidden documents, nothing ever like what I was going to get into.

    Of course, I had heard about the deep web but I have never felt brave enough to explore it myself. I know probably about 95 % of the content there is illegal, but it is too much of a temptation, with everyone talking about it I had to see it for myself. My friends at school told me that it was fine,none knew how to protect themselves online and they seemed to have no problems so I decided to give it a try myself.

    That night when getting home I went into my room and shut the door. I was not going to do take it lightly; I have seen some of the stories of people being tracked or filmed and I made sure that this could not happen to me. I covered my webcam on my laptop and encrypted my computers files and internet data with many layers. By this point, I was an internet ghost; no name, IP, nothing, no data that could link to me or my family. I was ready to start. If only, I knew at the time that this would be the worst decision of my life.

    I downloaded and opened the Tor Browser, Tor is a lot like internet explorer, chrome or Firefox, however, it lets you gain access to the hidden part of the internet. I opened it and nothing happened, there was just a blank, black screen. I was confused, I had been researching and this should have worked. I thought it must have had something to do with the firewalls I have put up.

    After spending a fair amount of time trying to fix the problem, I gave up. I thought other people browsed with without all this protection, so why couldn’t I? I thought I was just being paranoid and overdoing the security. I then proceed to remove the firewalls and open Tor again. This time, a black page with a bunch of links popped up. I had heard of this, it is called the hidden wiki, you can think about it as the front page of the deep web with links to all kinds of things. After all of this messing around with security it was 12:57 and I needed to get some sleep since I had school the next day. I turned off my computer and went to bed.

    It was Friday and I went off to school as usual. I was excited all day to get home and start browsing. Once finished school, I rushed home, went to my room and opened my laptop and began to search. Hours went by, of just me clicking on random links and overall I was unimpressed. There was nothing that interesting; documents, forums, drugs and gun shops, that is it. Nothing that surprised or shocked me, I had no idea what everyone was raving about.

    After more browsing, I came across a site with a black screen and red text witch read ‘0.63 bitcoins’. Bitcoins are the currency on the deep web. This 0.63 bitcoins world have been worth around 470 – 500 dollars. I was curious to see what was on this website but not willing to pay for it. After a few hour of scrabbling through scripts I found a way around this paywall. This was the biggest mistake of my life.

    Upon opening the website there was a black screen with a small chat box on the left-hand side. The back window had a loading icon in the middle. my gut feeling was to get out of there and never go back. I spent that much time getting into it I wasn’t going to leave without seeing what was going on.

    A few minutes later then screen came to life, there was a man standing in front of the camera. Seeing him gave me a chill down my spine. He stood there with his lifeless eyes staring. I could now hear a scream coming from the video as another person in a mask brought in a man with a black bag on his head and a set of tools. I won’t tell you what happened after that but you can use your imagination. I felt my heart drop to my feet as the video continued. I realized it was not a video, this was live. The chat was full of comments that I cannot repeat in the story. I threw up on my floor.

    Without thinking, I typed in the chat that they were messed up and I was going to report them to the police. A few seconds later the man stops and came closer the camera and says my name. The website and browser shut and I was left shocked staring at my now empty desktop. I was so scared; I could hardly move. There was one object file on my desktop named “Location.txt”, I opened it to see my address, name, names of my family, where I went to school, every personal detail about me.

    Underneath all of that there was a message that read; “You made a mistake. Report us to the police and you and your family may end up on our website.” Once I closed the document my computer turned off and would no longer turn on again. Something needed to be done. I couldn’t report them to the police, or tell anyone else about it. They said they would only do something if I told anyone about them. They will still know where I live but if I don’t do anything I should be fine, right?

    That night I could not sleep, I stayed awake all night with sweat running all down my body. Every little creek or wind noise made me jump. As the sun came up I was still sitting there awake. This can’t go on I need to tell the police. I thought they would put me and my family into protective custody. I got dressed, got on my bike and peddled as fast as I could to the police station. Once I got there I walked in, as I was walking in I saw a white van with blacked out windows drive off, this gave an uneasy feeling. Was it them? It couldn’t be, I thought to myself there is no way it could be. I thought it was just all the tension and stress making me think the worst. I couldn’t do it, not after what he said in that document and now with the car.

    I decided that best idea would be to go back to the first plan of forgetting it ever happened and not reporting them. I thought I would never go on the deep web again. I knew the people who did it would still be out there but my family and I are fine that is all that mattered at the time.

    I peddled home and opened the door and walked into the living room, there was nobody there. This was strange, both cars were still in the driveway and it was Saturday. I walk down the hall to see if they were out the back. Then I could see them, dead, stacked in the bathtub with a camera pointed at them. I looked in the mirror to see that same man from the video standing behind me. I screamed and ran down the hall with the man chasing after me. I kept running, the man fell down the front stairs. I didn’t dare look back I kept running and running for what felt like hours, in reality, it was actually only a few minutes. I hid for days, not knowing what to do, I couldn’t go back, not after what happened.

    That was 5 years ago, I have now got a new name and am living in a new country, which I am not going to say in this story in case they are still looking for me. I have nightmares about that day, about the eyes behind me. I will never feel safe again. I have made the story to warn you. You will never be safe on the deep web, however, much protection you have. If you are curious about what goes on below the surface don’t be, your life may depend on it.

    Mistakes – Part 2

    I’m writing again because it happened once more. They found me. Before I tell you my story I need to give a little bit of background about what has been going on since those terrible two days.

    The funeral for my family was hard. It was about a week after the killings. I didn’t go, I couldn’t I was not ready, it was my fault what happened. I would just like to point out at the time, not the police, my family or anyone else knew where I was or even if I was alive. I would like to keep it that way for their safety and my own.

    In that week, I had not touched technology, I was too scared to. What if they tracked me, they were able to get my details with so much ease they might still be trying to find me. After changing my name and moving to a new country, I felt that my life was going to get better, and it did. 5 years passed and I still had not touch technology. I was working in a wood mill and my life seemed to be going well.

    I was living with my wife that I met 2 years ago. The thing is I have never told her what happened in my old life, in fact, I never even told her that I went under a different name. She asked me why I don’t like using technology, I tell her I don’t understand it but really I was too worried about what might happen to me If I went back on it.

    It has been 5 years and this event was still effecting and controlling my life and it had to stop. I decided that I was just paranoid. I have always been one to over-think things where there is nothing to worry about, that is just the way I am. It was the time, I went out and bought a new phone and sim. I destroyed my old one years ago after I thought they may be tracking me with it.

    I went home unpacked the new phone and charged it. I decided that the best thing was to try and get in touch with my family. I downloaded the Facebook app and search for my cousins. As I look through the photos I saw one of the funeral for my parents and sister. The picture brought back memories that I never wanted to relive. In the photo there he was, standing in the background with those same dead eyes and smile. He was just standing there looking at the camera. I had a shiver down my spine as the memories of that day came to my head. Why was he there and nobody was doing anything about it?

    Suddenly I got a message from my cousin, saying Hey Mark. I responded by back saying hi wondering how he knew it was me, ‘How have things been’ he responded. He seemed so normal, he thought I was dead, everyone did.

    Next, the phone rang. Should I answer or not? I thought to myself. I picked up, “Hello”, I said in a quiet voice. “Hi Mark it has been a while, how are things going”, “How do you know my number I just got it, and my name how do you know it’s me”

    Then it hit me this wasn’t my cousin, He continued by saying. “Did you enjoy killing your family?” followed by a laugh. I instantly turned off the phone and smashed it, how did they know, how did they find me?

    Ideas and fears were rushing through my head, my wife and I were not safe. As these ideas rushed through my head my TV turned on with a message on it. It read; “We know that you didn’t tell the police about what happen, but you tried which means you can’t be trusted, your life is in your own hands”. After that, there was instructions about how to get back onto the website and the text saying “Come back to the website, we want you back. Also, don’t worry about your wife, I’m sure she is fine”.

    I realized it was 8:46 and she was not home, she was meant to get back at 6:30. I had to do what they said. I jumped on my wife’s laptop and downloaded the Tor Browser. I never thought that I would be going back to this but the life of my wife and I may depend on it.

    I followed all the instructions and ended up on the website. The look of the website gave me an intense feeling of fear and hatred. last time I was on this I ended up killing my family and I am back here again.

    The screen came to life to an all too familiar sight of the man looking into the camera. My heart sank to see my wife sitting in that same chair I saw the person in 5 years ago. I knew what was going to happen and I couldn’t do anything about it. I shut my eyes and hoped it would go away. “Open your eyes Mark”, the webcam was on. I quickly covered it and a man said: “Uncover your webcam now or you might not like what happens next”. I uncovered the webcam and looked at the screen.

    “Please don’t hurt her she has nothing to do with it, she doesn’t even know that you killed my family, Please let her go.” I was pleading as the man stares. “Well, that is where you a wrong” he went over and untied her. She got up and stood next to the man. I thought to myself, what was she doing? It all hit me at once she knew him, she was working for him.

    My life was a lie, what was real and what was fake. I slammed the laptop and ran. I couldn’t stop. What was my, life what has it become. That is that. I needed to move to a new country and get a new name once again. I’m not stupid now. I will never trust anybody again. There are still questions going through my head, how did they get my cousins account, why would my wife spend 3 years with me and suddenly turn, or was she like that the whole time? These are questions that I would like to leave behind and try to make something of my life.

    This just pushes the fact, nothing good ever comes out of the deep web. It is the most dangerous, screwed up place and should never be seen by anyone. I have ruined my life and everything I have ever cared about. Please listen to me

    Submitted by: Sam

  • Confessions of a Deep Web Hacker Part 2

    Confessions of a Deep Web Hacker Part 2

     

    Hello I am back,

     

    A lot has happened since we last spoke.  Within the last six months since you posted the first “Confessions of a Deep Web Hacker” video, an array of new encryption bills are making their way through congress and now other developed countries are following the “American” machines  pressing the need to know everything about you. I can’t believe I’m saying this but the era of individuality and personal privacy will soon be dead, and so will people like me.  Maybe not physically, but we will be lost in the new metaphysical parameters that are now being social engineered by the government, media, the tv shows and movies you watch through fear.  Let me ask a question directly to the individual listening.  How many terrorists have we stopped or could have been stopped because of encryption? the correct answer is none.  Telegram messaging service is not an end to end encryption it’s a man in the middle encryption.  This being not a true encryption because their servers encrypt your message allowing the company to look at your information.  Most terrorist these days that were caught have been caught through physical evidence and believe it or not, Twitter…..  Attacking encryption will put all your hard earned life at risk and out in the open and it will not save you from terrorism,  it’s actually a step backwards.  The war of privacy has started and we cannot keep our heads in the sand anymore.  But let me be fair to these new laws trying to be passed, they only apply to you and me. As we have seen time and time again in such scandals as the Panama papers, these laws don’t apply to the wealthy. It is legal for them to evade taxes but not for us, among many other laws and special privileges for the elite and the faceless. As they take more and more money out of our pockets and our children’s education, we forget about inflation and other economic impacts, our paychecks do not rise, instead our pay remains in the limbo and in some cases even decreases or outsourced.  Their greed and power has become a way of our life to work around the few that control all.  Further evidence of my last story that it does lead to the top.  Our own self preservation is being mutilated one bit at a time until the dawn of darkness.

    Now I do not condone you hack and you will not learn to be a deep web hacker within my writings, I do this on purpose,  you must use your own talents what ever they might be to show the world you do not stand with these laws. We need to preserve our right to privacy.

    Nature is also under attack. We all have have experienced the changes in weather patterns and seen the direct impact on nature. California drought anyone? There needs to be an ideological change in how these laws are written. Firstly money should not influence the way we govern our lives. Money is important but what is more important money or the life experiences that define you?? At what cost?  Would you die for this?? I would.  If you take anything away from this story please let it be what my father once told me.  “Money is the common mans currency, while knowledge is the empowered mans currency. ”

    Thank you friends and Midnight Fears. Now here is the second part to my story.

    Rain filled the air that Wednesday night near the coast guard station in Newcastle, New Hampshire as I thought of what my father told me.  I have only one card left to play I thought.  They have infected all my devices with a virus similar to stuxnet (the Iranian virus that shut down their nuclear project in the late 90s)  I cannot link anything to my previous life, or they will find me.   You might not think that would be to hard with social media accounts  but it’s far more than the basic bitch, this virus looks at similarities of source codes, cross references,  geolocates and unmasks the device. They almost got me last time when I thought I was safe.

     

    Let’s go back to when  It all started back up after my 12th move and 8th identity change when I thought I was safe.  I found myself in a small town of golden, British Columbia, Canada, one of the most beautiful places in the world I thought and great skiing 😉 It was January, I picked up smoking cigarettes after San Fransisco and been chain smoking ever since, and since I have stopped smoking the purple urple, I needed to be sharper if I wanted to survive. They left me alone for the most part but always felt I had a pressing eye on me and they toyed with me more and more as time went on. The more and more I tried to loose them with my identity changes their toying became more and more odd and violent.  If they didn’t like what I was doing,  I’d come home from work to see my computer in the oven and my apartment destroyed, then I would move.  I was getting close to something I could feel it.  So I changed my protocol when it came to dealing with them.  I had to be secret all the time I had setup a dummie computer that had a lousy md5 encryption key for them to see but it was an elaborate bait for them.  I had another computer that I did all my true work on that was offline for the majority of the time, just writing new unique programs and a new algorithmic encryption.  I felt this time I moved it would be different how wrong I was but  Life did get better for the time being.  I had a new life it seemed, with a girl that I came to love. She did not know of my previous life nor my secret computer or where I kept it.  To her I was just another normal guy.  The only thing left from my old life was my vanguard the biggest “dog” you could think of.

     

    My vanguard that January early morning started barking, now that’s odd, my drive way was 1 mile off an old dirt road and the closest house was ten miles away.  Maybe a bear I thought.  I didn’t put anymore time or effort into this thought until later that day when I started thinking about my life in general.  it dawned on me the date was the anniversary of impulse’s disappearance and that awful night in San Francisco.  I knew I was a threat to them but how much of a threat?  And the fact that my dummie computer had a bot writing generic source code while I chopped wood down the street for a worthless 12/hr, I thought maybe they suspected something.  I would look into this further tonight before my girl got home from work.  I left to split wood at work.

     

    I pulled in the driveway later that night a little after dusk which was around 6:30ish mountain time in the winter :).  All the lights were off.  I normally didn’t leave the lights off but on occasion when my mind was to busy I forgot. I walked up the steps my vanguard didn’t come to greet me which was odd I know I know left her out.  When I got to the sliding door I heard a crunch.  I could tell I was stepping on glass from the sound.  My over head light was broken, smashed it seemed I could see the outline.  Panic set in, instinct, I ran down to my car grabbed a flashlight and a knife.  I knew I had to get to my gun in the house but that meant continuing into the dark and now unfamiliar house.  I slowly walked around the back of the house to a sliding door and slowly opened it.  I tried to turn on the light before stepping in but it seemed there was no power to the old backwoods house.  I stepped inside I could hear a sound coming from my kitchen I avoided it for the time being as I went to the basement where I had a hidden door leading to a back room.  This is where I kept all my “secret things” and where my gun was.  The lock seemed to have been tampered with but not broke.  At this point I knew someone had been here maybe just missed them.  I stepped inside my secret sanctuary everything was where is belonged I grabbed the gun a .45 hk tactical pistol with a threaded barrel and suppressor that I scored during the height of the Silk Road which seemed like centuries ago now.  I locked up the sanctuary again.  I was now on my way to deal with that sound,  I was terrified.  I came to the kitchen where he sound was coming from, there was a light on the counter.  It was a phone,  I stared at it as it kept calling and calling.  I finally picked it up, I heard the a man’s laughter as I picked up the call. I felt sick to my stomach instantly.  He said “a dog’s leash will only go as long as the operators will allow.” And then that laughter, the laughter was familiar, I know this voice.  It took me a couple of seconds then I realized, The man from Florida was calling me.  I was throwing up in the sink by now and sickness went further than my stomach it was now increasingly taking over my body.  As I slowly looked up between throwing up my eyes caught headlights in my drive way.  The laughter was still coming from the phone with weird static.  I felt something not sickness now but anger sweeping across my body. Now this was different for me I am not an angry person, I can’t honestly say I have ever felt true animosity in my life but I did now.  I had enough, I grabbed the phone and my gun slide leaving the knife on the counter and opened the slider of my front door and that’s when the high beams of the car turned on.  My biggest lose was hanging in front of me, my vanguard, had been…. Torn open and hung from a tree.  The laughter I could hear in the phone grew louder.  The car sped away, I cut her down, threw away the unfamiliar  phone that was left for me and brought her to the family room and sobbed.  I found myself just staring at my phone a few moment later something didn’t seem right the glare of my phone lite the room up just slightly.  The lights seemed so surreal in this moment of lose. My mind wondered then I noticed something in the fireplace glass in front of me.  I saw my outline in the semi dark fireplace glass but I also saw another outline behind the couch I was sitting on.  I froze, when you were a kid did you ever pull the sheets over your head at night hoping whatever in your room went away,  but your mind just made it worsening true terror set in??  I hadn’t felt this feeling so long.  It was a man. Tall, suit, and what seemed to be a pillow case over his head. I sat for a second frozen then I gave into fear and calmness came over me.  I leaned forward struck up a cigarette knowing he was just staring at the back of my head.  He allowed sit in silence for a moment then “Drop the gun” I heard. I did, then figure came out from the shadows and sat across from me after picking up the gun on the table.  He was still within arms reach, “throw your phone by the fireplace” the voice commanded and I did.  Nothing was going through my mind no matter how hard I tried but hopelessness did not come instead the anger grew every time I looked at my vanguard. He went to open his mouth thats when the anger took control and I flick the cigarette in his face an swung.  Maybe it was the wood chopping but I hit him with so much might he flew backward off his chair.  I knew he underestimated me thinking I was the scrawny nerd from San Fransisco.  I got on top of him and beat him unconscious.  Blood flowed out of his wounds like the Hoover dam opening. He fought it for a second then a motionless body laid before me.  He was still breathing. I spent the rest of the night sobbing with my vanguard held tight in my arms.

     

    The morning came fast and I soon heard the birds chirping, my girl never came home I realized. But it didn’t matter at this point I had to move again without her. I searched the motionless body that was still breathing lightly and found a spray can smaller then normal.  I went to my room to pack,  my clothing was scatter I pick up a shirt.  It smelled funny.  All my clothing did,  my mind finally kicked in, the spray can was a dispersal method for isotopes, I’ve only read about this never heard of it being used.  That’s how they’ve tracked me I realized paranoia maybe but I will not make anymore mistakes, I thought.  then I stripped the motionless body and put on the suit.  I knew this might be he only thing in the whole house that might be clean.  I tied the man up to a tree out in back of the house. Then curiosity came over me I knew they were good but how good??  I went to the sanctuary in the basement. I have cameras and start going through the footage. Most just went dead with nothing useful on them but one camera wasn’t found,  I had a wildlife camera on a tree out back mainly for the Bears but doesn’t stay on unless motion is picked up by the sensors. What I saw made the anger build more and more.  My girl slaughtering my vanguard a person that she and I trusted. I stared at the wall for a hours realizing they had the power to take everything away, then I snapped out of it when the door slammed upstairs.  I calmly put on the pillow mask and walked up stairs,  it was my girl “is it done?” She asked as we stared at the blood in the living room.  I nodded, she looked away a laughed poured out of her face and I slowly took off the pillow case.  When she turned around her face went white, I grabbed her by the hair and dragged her to tree out back. I cut the back of her knees open so she couldn’t get away.  She pleaded and lied she had nothing to do with it she screamed, I wasn’t listening I was to busy chaining her up.  I start to walk away when I turned around and walked back and said “light comes and goes and so will you life”.  She ask ” are you going to kill me” I didn’t respond but walked to an old shed on the property.  I grabbed a can of female Wolf pheromones.  I calmly walked back and said ” no I am no monster such as you.  I will let my vanguards brothers and sister have their revenge tonight”. I poured all the pheromones on her and the motionless unconscious body.  I walked away repeating the word “tick tock they will be hungry tonight” she yelled” they know you’ll never give up and you will end up like impulse, an experiment”.  I spit on her and I went in the house I check my router there was a strange device in it I grabbed it.  Then went to my dummie computer and put the strange device in the usb,  the computer froze for a second then acted normal.  It was suppose to be offline but what was ever on the usb was sending data packets I could disable the wifi or turn off the computer.  I ran to my main computer same thing shit I thought.  I back everything up so I grabbed what was necessary, an external hard drive and some of my “girls” credentials and left.

     

    I drove straight Calgary that night and check into the four points hotel never looking back.  That’s when I connected back to the “deep” for the first time since San Fransisco. I traffic all my info through the tor node for anonymity as always.  The clear web was to risky.   I first went to my “girl’s” so called works website.  Startling enough it was a real company with real employees.  So with a few tricks and maybe some xss commands I found an exploit. Granting me admin log in credentials.  I searched the php data base for all employees. Nothing…  She did not work for this company. I had nothing to go on, I deleted the logs and shadow files of my presence and changed the site’s dns to direct the traffic through a virtual network that I could monitor so I could see if anyone thought they could catch me there.

     

    It wasn’t long,  another user instantly gained admin privileges.  Red flag****. And here was my chance, I allowed the user to look through the logs and data base but what he didn’t know that I added a file.  One thing about countering an enemy is to not interrupt him while he’s making a mistake, I believe Napoleon said it best.  The file was a crypto virus that could be read by the end user and would also send me information back about the network.  Though they did not have an IP address,  after some time of thinking I realized they must be on a dark fiber network.  Dark fiber networks are closed in networks kinda like in a corporation’s facility but spans across the globe and they are off the grid like the deep web.

     

    My phone rang I didn’t know why I still had it that was a mistake, I thought I was done with mistakes I thought.  I picked it up a familiar voice was on the other end. I thought…. No it couldn’t be,  it sounded like impulse.  Though his voice spattered out weakness and despration.  He said ” don’t speak,  they’ve been torturing me for years trying to figure out who you are. I didn’t say anything to them because honestly I don’t even know your name.  They dropped me off last month at the airport near you.  You should get rid of that phone if I can find you so can they.  Can we meet? Talk to me through protonmail here’s my address xxxxxxxxx@protonmail.com” and the phone went dead.  I left the hotel and left the phone.  I got a hold of him through the encrypted mail service he wanted to meet in an open lot near the airport.  I told him 9pm when it’s dark.  I had to prepare….

     

    I parked in parking garage adjacent from the open lot we agreed to meet at early.  I had given a homeless man 20$ and a phone to put near the light in the open lot.  There was nothing there besides some rumble and a lonely street light where the phone was placed. Around 8:55pm a figure stumbled out of the darkness and stood under the light.  That’s when I called the phone that was placed at the light by the homeless man.  He picked up,  I asked for him to take a selfie and send it to me.  He did,  without disclosing to much about myself,  I studied cryptology and photogrammetry in college.  I with ease can look at a photo and tell you distances, characteristics,  fakes,  and if there are hidden messages in the photo with a few programs.  He sent me the selfie,  it seemed to be legit but I wasn’t ready to call back I knew they were near,  studying the face of an old friend.  His face was worn like leather, some parts of his face looked dead and decaying.  That’s when I saw his jaw line,  it seemed like a surgical cut on the outside of his face.  I snapped a picture on my new phone of the “impulse” down in the open lot and ran the image through a program to tell me heights and distances.  According to the program he stood 6’3″ I had no images of impulse to compare to but I knew he was shorter then me and I’m not 6’3″.  I knew this was not impulse I drove away.  Later that night I called the phone back he picked up and asked “where are you -?”     I said ” it doesn’t matter, what do you want” silence…. then “haha well, since you’ve asked your a threat to us,  there are databases on the deep web that you shouldn’t have looked at and your encryption well…  They did not allow use to see everything you saw.  So we will get you sooner or later just come out and play” I asked “where was impulse?”  He was my only true friend I don’t have many with my life style only fake ones I cannot be myself around. He asked “do you like my face?? I took it from him so pretty.” Then his voice turned laughter kicked in.  I asked ” what is with you guys and this god awful cackle?   Did you guys never hit puberty?” He responded “no, puberty no no no.  We are the faceless, we control everything the nonsense laws, the economic hit men, the banks, the countries and you! We the faceless are your boss , your friends, mothers, fathers we are all interconnected and we’ve been trying to have absolute control ever since the Roman and English empire.  We are the syndicate.”

    That’s when I had enough and hung up the phone.

     

    I will never forget my father, and all his wisdom, he was much wiser then me.  As I am written this Now I wait in the rain at the coast guard station in new castle, New Hampshire thinking of my fathers best life lesson. The man in the parking lot said they were all interconnected.  And here lays my last card.  My guess, no not a guess it has to be they use the dark fiber networks to relay info and since there is no way of me breaking into that I must cut open the underwater cables that connect the networks of the world at the coast guard station and encrypt all of the dark fiber networks.  Encryption has protected me this far and now I shall use it as an offensive tool.  Once cut the tubing and I expose the cables I will encrypt every dark fiber network in the globe with my new algorithmic encryption, rendering them a motionless boat.  And there’s nothing they can do, they will be exposed because I am forcing them up from the dark into our ball park.  I have become more worn and less playful, though my true self still lingers here and there, I will continue to fight.   Maybe just maybe you shall hear of me again or maybe my Twitter will become inactive.  Twitter is all have left connecting me with you, find me.  The future has so many paths I just hope I pick the right one, my path.

     

    Deepest love,

    🙁

  • Body Part Collector

    Body Part Collector

    I have an unusual hobby. I collect body parts. I have all kinds of human parts in my collection, digits, limbs, ears, eyes, even full specimens. Some of my collection is rather old even ancient, some are more recent.

    I get my parts from many different ways. I have been to the deep web and even found sites that offer what I desire. I have bought parts legitimately through stores and auctions. I have also paid to get more recently removed parts from donors. I have even got them on the surface web, including ebay. You have to know how to find them. I have placed ads and utilized Craigslist to find suitable matches.

    Mostly I turn to legal means but there has been exceptions. I won’t go into detail about those. You could probably write an entire book about some of my stories. I have paid as low as $50 for a finger off of a willing participant. I even got to remove that one myself. It was glorious, almost sexual for me. The fear that it produced during the anticipation phase. I relished every second of that, even teased him somewhat. The pain that followed was forever memorable for me. How he screamed as I removed the finger. Although it is not much to look at compared to other parts in my collection, it remains one of my favorite trophies.

    My dream is to open an oddities store one day. I think I will just have to find the right location. I have other weird cool stuff too. So perhaps one day, my collection will be large enough.

    Submitted by: funguy

  • A Deep Web Pedophile

    A Deep Web Pedophile

    So Midnight Fears let me start by saying right off the bat, I don’t like you. You seem like a self-righteous prick who would look down on somebody like me, although I am far superior to you in almost every way. I have more status and money then you will ever have in your whole life, so fuck you. I could tell your personality by the way you read your stories. Well, I hope this one pisses you off and there is nothing you can do about it.

    I am someone you would call a pedophile. That’s right, sneer and scoff all you want. I will still do whatever I please. I use the deep web regularly as it is a dream come true for people like me. I love the free porn and posted much myself. I have made real friends and have received helpful tips from deep web sites and forums. There is so much content dedicated to people like myself.

    Sure, there is some crazy shit out there, but nothing like in the videos. Those are all just fake stories. For me though, the deep web is truly a candy store. If you ever been on even the hidden wiki, you would have noticed all the child porn. You know why? It is because there are so many of us. You may not know it but we are all around you. We are your neighbors, relatives and friends. We are teachers, bankers, doctors, and mailmen. We are everywhere. My wife runs a successful local daycare chain in our area, mostly in affluent neighborhoods. Great for me right?

    You and maybe even some of your viewers may be disgusted by this practice, but guess what? Soon, it will be accepted. It may not be tomorrow, but soon enough you will be made to accept it. You already normalized gay marriage and transgender rights. Think about how those were looked down on even 30 years ago. Guess what is next to become so called “normal?”  That’s right, it’s called the domino effect, moron. We have backed the gay community for years because we know they pave the way for us.

    I long for the day when someone like you will be ostracized for not accepting me. Mark my words, that day will come. People are too stupid and easily manipulated. I don’t call you sheep, I call you cows. You are nothing but a herd of cattle grazing and taking up space. I am a bull. I am important. I matter and therefore, so do my desires. Read that on your little channel. I dare you!

    Submitted by: Bull among cows

     

  • Deep Web Zoosexual

    Deep Web Zoosexual

    Deep Web Zoosexual

    The deep web isn’t all about red rooms, killers and hitmen. It is also a place for communities, like minded people who have a shared interest, or in my case, a fetish or attraction that other people would disapprove.

    When I was in my teens I found out about the darknet.  I have never cared too much about the law, mostly because of how I am. I am a zoosexual and I find the law is unfair to me.  I never chose to have a sexual attraction to animals, I just did. They are so much better than people in many cases. Animals are kind, loyal and trusting when they get to know you. They don’t act out of hate or anger, only in defense or self preservation. Animals are beautiful and perfect. This is why I have a sexual attraction towards them.

    So I went to the deep web and found a few forums about zoosexuals. Communities where like minded people can connect and openly speak of our supposedly taboo attraction to animals. Even though it is not illegal everywhere, the stigma alone is enough to drive it underground. I have posted a ton of content on the deep web forums and shared much about my exploits. I enjoyed sharing everything and felt accepted by others in these communities. You would be surprised how many of us exist.

    I met this one zoo that I connected with. After a while, we decided to create a website showcasing our mutual attraction to animals. We allowed other users to freely post videos and give out information without any rules except for animals being hurt or tortured. Those kinds of things are called zoo sadism.

    In a few short months our website gained over 10,000 users! It was a huge success! I joined a few more networks on the darknet. Most were great with zoos who were caring and loving towards their animals. But then I found a video on this one board from a place called, “Animals Nightmare,” it was everything that a true loving zoo would absolutely hate. It featured several videos of animals being killed and tortured in the most gruesome ways imaginable. One extremely popular video which I vividly remember to this day showed this guy physically rip a small innocent puppy in half and then proceeds to stick his male organs in the dead carcass to gain sexual gratification. I was shocked and backed out of it immediately.

    Not much later, many zoo websites were taken down with the big tor server bust. Good sites like zoo portal and some other zoo boards were shut down.

    That was just the beginning of my experiences on the deep web. I ended up exploring more than just zoo boards. After a little time, I started to use dark net scams for profit.  I was a seller on one of the popular dark net sites called “Agora” that partly replaced “Silk Road” after it was shut down. I sold fake goods such as “Air Jordan” shoes along with some other luxury goods. I became a highly paid middle man in these ventures.

    I made quite a bit of money from selling these kinds of fake products. You would be surprised  how many legitimate companies would buy my shoes to sell in their stores or stands at the mall. Even larger companies would place orders. They would retail the counterfeit items right alongside with their real goods. It is hard to believe because some of the knock offs are so poorly made and would never be confused with the real thing, but they were selling them for top dollar to many a sucker.  I would be willing to bet that someone who buys a lot of luxury goods has at least one fake in their collection. I will not tell you what companies bought the fake goods to retail, but many did. My profitable business venture ended when Agora was shut down by the feds.

    Things have just gotten too tight on the internet and the deep web included. I have two friends who were working with me. One of them was actually raided by the FBI. Apparently he was hacking unsuspecting victims. His girlfriend included. My other friend was also raided by the feds about four days after that. I am thankful they are doing good now and aren’t involved in any darknet hacking anymore. I don’t know what all the details of what they did but it must have been pretty bad whatever it was.

    This is my story. I hoped you enjoyed it. I am still on the internet and very much active, but I have curbed much of my actions as of late. I learned my lesson from my friends being busted and they were extremely were careful with their data. My advice to anyone thinking of running any kind of scam on the deep web is don’t do it. It isn’t as anonymous as you may think.

    Submitted by: cyberfox

  • Not Evil

    Not Evil

    After hearing all the craziness about the deep web in the summer of 2015, I decided to give it a try. I downloaded Tor and it took about 5 minutes to get on.  I honestly thought it would be nothing but dead links. Boy I was I in for a rude awakening. I went on the hidden wiki first, just the usual scams like “How To Clear Out Anyone’s Bank Account”, “Hire A Hitman For Under $100,000”, and a bunch of Silk Road knockoffs. Nothing disturbing as other people were saying it to be. But then I noticed a link to “Not Evil”, a search engine for Tor. I didn’t even know Tor had its own search engine for links. When I wen on it had a banner that has the exact same colors as the Google logo but read “Not Evil”. I should’ve just X’d out and uninstalled Tor by then. But my curiosity gets the best of me. So like an idiot I am, I searched “Disturbing”. Like the hidden wiki, a bunch of random number links popped up. I clicked the first link without thinking. It took a while then a video screen popped up with the title “Daisy’s BDSM”. I was like “Oh shit, is this the Daisy’s Destruction video that everyone was talking about?” What I read was Daisy’s Destruction was a video by an Australian man named Peter Scully which he films his 18 year old girlfriend from the Philippines torturing a 18 month year old girl named Daisy. I can’t believe I was on the page with the actual video. It started without me doing anything. It showed his 18 year old girlfriend in a mask, half naked, with supposedly Daisy tied up by her feet and duct tape over her mouth. My heart basically sank in my stomach. Then it shows the 18 year old girlfriend light a match, and put it over Daisy’s genitals. I tried to X out but the Tor browser froze on that particular part. In about 5 minutes it finally closed. I quickly uninstalled Tor and went outside to get fresh air. This Peter Scully guy is pure evil and the image of Daisy bound still haunts me to this day. For anyone who thinks the Deep Web isn’t that bad, it is…a lot worse that you can expect. Please don’t go on the Deep Web for your own sanity.

    Submitted by Steve

  • I Am a Witch

    I Am a Witch

    I am a witch.  I’m nothing like the Hollywood type of witch you are used to seeing on television and in movies, but a real life witch.  Do I have powers?  The answer is yes.  Do I worship the devil or summon demons?  No.  Can I cast spells?  Yes.  Do I expect you to believe me?  No.  Do I care?  No, I do not.

    I am also very normal.  I work at a normal job.  I shop and interact with my neighbor’s.  No one would even guess that I belong to a coven.  The other members are also so called “normals.”  We don’t wear black clothes all the time or goth make up.  We are not silly teenagers dabbling in something we don’t understand.  We are adults and are growing in knowledge and power all the time.

    My coven is somewhat skeptical, but I believe that we can actually cast spells over you through the internet.  A feat we can achieve through seemingly innocent sites.  We may not even have to physically own or run the sites.  I have talked with a few like minded people on the deep web whom also believe this is possible.  Hollywood has been doing it for years, now it is our turn.

    Laugh and scoff all you want.  If we are successful, and early tests have proven exciting results to say the least, we will soon be able to change much of the world.  A change for the better and a long time coming.  You have now been warned.

    Sam

  • Grow a Pair

    Grow a Pair

    I am so sick of you and others who are like you trashing the deep web and other things that are cool.  Weird stuff happens, so what?  Grow a pair and be a man.  You little twat.

    I love the deep web.  I want the bloodiest goriest things I can find.  I want drugs and guns and hot bitches.  I would buy a sex doll if I could.  Since I can’t, maybe I’ll just find a 16 year old blonde virgin with big tits and make my own.  How do you like that?

    Animals being tortured is alright for a little while, but I want to see humans tortured.  That would be worth paying for, especially kids and babies!  I’m not really into the child porn thing (11 or 12 and up is okay,) but bitches getting beat and raped.  Now that’s entertainment!

    You probably don’t like that.  Well too bad.  Go cry to your mommy puss.  I know you won’t have the guts to read this email on one of your lame videos, but if you do don’t give my name or email.  You are lame, boring and you suck Midnight fears.

    Submitted by An Anonymous Hater

  • Deep Web Luciferians

    Deep Web Luciferians

    Deep Web Luciferians

    So there is this Luciferian cult who manages a website on the deep web. You can find it by just browsing around for awhile. It was kind of informative. Before visiting this site I would have thought “Luciferian” means Satanists or devil worshipers, but apparently not in this cult at least. The site explains that most of their Luciferian members don’t actually believe in a devil or Satan. They are in fact from different religions. They may be pagans, wikkins (I don’t know how to spell that and I’m just too lazy or disinterested to look, I apologize)or even from the more traditional religions. They do honor Alistair Crowley as a demi-god however. The site praised and sold all of his books and works. Crowley and some Russian lady I’ve never heard of.

    The idea was to channel spirits and perform magic until you yourself become a god. There were all kind of rituals and ceremonies to perform. Most of it seemed pretty far out there like witches brews and spirit summoning, curses and power spells. Pretty ridiculous stuff like that, you need daggers and mirrors, candles and some other stuff to perform the rituals. Most of them needed the pentagram on the floor as well. The majority of it was just nonsense that nerds might do at a sleepover or something.

    The thing that was over the top for me and definitely crossed the line was the advice on how to stay young. Most intelligent people would assume to stay young you should eat well and exercise. Nope, not according to this Luciferian cult. What they do is ubelievably disgusting and apparently much of it came from Crowley’s works. It was advised that in order to stay young that a person needs to have actual intercourse with children, the younger the better. To me that is encouraging them to become pedophiles and these people should be locked up for even suggesting this type of vile action. I mean how many people are actually committing these crimes because of dumb sites like this. They actually state that babies were the best source of their sick anti-aging solution.

    Another aspect of staying young was to drink the blood of children to remain youthful. Again, they stated the younger the victim was, the more powerful the effect. Are you kidding me? These people want to have sex and drink the blood of our children! Crowley always did have that pedophile look to me but I had no idea what he was and how sick he actually was.

    He channeled this demonic like entity named Lam, and it kind of looked like an alien to me. This made me think that people who claim to see aliens are maybe seeing demons from the spiritual world. Crowley drew a picture of his little friend, big head and little body. How could anyone follow this man knowing what he was?

    These morons may not believe in the devil, but whether they know it or not, they sure are influenced and ruled by him.

    Submitted by The Precise Prize

  • Rape and Post – A Sick Deep Web Site

    Rape and Post – A Sick Deep Web Site

    Rape and Post – A Sick Deep Web Site

    Horrifyingly, this site wasn’t that hard to find on the deep web.  I started out going on some porn sites available on the hidden wiki and just kept clicking links.  This link wasn’t a normal title, it just had a string of numbers.  You never know what you might find when just browsing the deep web.

    This particular site was how to drug and rape random girls.  They sold the date rape drug and had all kinds of how to information on pulling off this despicable crime.  It went through how to slip the drug into their drink or otherwise get them to ingest it.  Recipes to mix it into and things like freeze it into ice cubes so it could slowly dissolve.  The ice cube trick was for the girl you convinced to come over for drinks or dinner.

    They said most girls would never knew what happened and would just figure they were hungover so it was easy to get away with this.  They told you how to carry a girl out of a nightclub by just laughing that your girlfriend is a real lightweight.  They said most people will just laugh and not even think twice.

    Of course the site suggests the best way was to trick some dumb girl into coming over to their house, although this was not always possible, as some of these losers are too ugly to ever get a girl in the normal fashion.  So they have to hunt for a single girl in a bar or nightclub.  Crowded places were the best hunting grounds for these rapists.  They also recommended targeting stupid girls who wouldn’t be able to figure it out.  Slutty girls were also good marks because nobody really cares what happens to them.  People just figure it is par for the course for them to have sex with a lot of guys.

    The worst part about this site, was after you have committed the crime, they wanted you to post pics and videos on to their site.  Which many people did.  There were several pages of video and picture posts from the losers who followed the site’s advice.  Not all of them were girls either, some of the victims were boys and men.  It is absolutely terrible what depraved people will do for sex.

    Girls please watch yourself and be careful out there.  The criminal could even be someone you know like a friend, acquaintance or coworker.  Stay with friends who will look out for you.  Avoid going out by yourself or meeting a guy you don’t know somewhere.  Don’t ever accept a drink from someone and never let your drink out of your sight.  Be cautious of anything that is spilled on you as well.  If someone “accidentally” spills a drink or liquid on you, wash the area off immediately and put a buffer like a paper towel under your clothes so the liquid does not touch your skin.  Change your clothes if possible.

    If you do black out and can’t remember what happened and suspect foul play, go to the police.  We need to start getting these scumbags.  I hope law enforcement is starting to monitor the deep web more and begins to put these kinds of scum behind bars where they belong.

     

  • A Deep Web Leatherface

    A Deep Web Leatherface

    A Deep Web Leatherface

    Personally, I have never gone on the deep web.  My girlfriend’s ex-boyfriend however seemed to be obsessed.  She has told me about some of the stuff he would show her.  He bought his drugs on the deep web and spent most of his free time browsing the sites.

    One of the sites she told me about was a storefront that sold clothing and other items made completely from … human flesh.  I am not kidding and she swears it was real and she saw it.

    They made belts, purses, wallets, shoes, gloves and all sorts of decorations.  They even had a full length coat for sale.  It cost something like $24,000 dollars.  All of the stuff was extremely expensive.  Who would buy that?  I wouldn’t even be able to sleep at night if I knew there was anything made out of human flesh in my apartment whatsoever, much less pay money for it.

    She said there were also several “how to” videos on the site.  How to skin a human and then cure the skin.  They said human skin was a superior form of leather and it should be used more often.  I say they are inhuman freaks and her ex-boyfriend was no better for looking at this type of crap.

    Other how to videos included recipes and tips for cooking human flesh.  Organs that were good to eat could be harvested and turned into actual meals.  She said it mostly looked like steak.  They called human flesh “long pig” or something like that she thought.  Visitors often asked what human meat tasted like.  Comments on the site said human meat tasted more like pork or veal than beef.  How disgusting are people?

    She said there was an article about some Japanese artist who served dinner guests a feast of deep fried human genitals!  Google it if you don’t believe me.  I don’t know if the guests even knew it or not but that man should be fed to sharks!

    The site also sold books about cannibalism.  One was really old and entitled “Jungle Ways.” I’m not sure how far her ex went with this crap, but I made her throw away a suspicious key ring he gave her made out of leather.  She swore it was just leather but I’m not so sure.

     

  • Deep Web Animal Cruelty

    Deep Web Animal Cruelty

    WARNING!

    The following content is graphic and may disturb some readers.  Please do not continue if you are sensitive to graphic violence and cruelty to animals.

    Deep Web Animal Cruelty

    I have found the one of the worst sites on the deep web.  It was all about animal cruelty.  People uploaded videos of themselves torturing all kinds of innocent animals.  I was shocked at just how many videos there were.  I would think no one would want to watch this disgusting behavior, but the site had dozens of videos available.

    I was hoping it wasn’t real so I watched a few to see if it was maybe just a sick hoax.  it wasn’t.  Videos featured all kinds of animals but mainly focused on dogs and cats.  One of the ones that really disturbed me was about a beagle.  It was such a nice dog and so trusting.  It tore my heart out what these two delinquents did to that poor little animal.  They started by snipping off the pups toes with a bolt cutter or something.  One prick held it down while the other tortured the animal.  He then cut off the dogs tail.  They cracked its teeth with a hammer, and proceeded to beat the poor animal with a baseball bat.  The one guy then started to stomp on its head to try to get its eyeballs to pop out of the skull.  They actually said that was what they were trying to do.  It worked somewhat.

    Oh and by the way, this was one of their neighbor’s family dog that they snatched off of its leash from their back yard.  These pieces of trash had a good laugh about that part.  Please watch your dogs closely when letting them out.

    Another one of this deep web site’s videos featured a man who put a kitten in a microwave, a cute sweet tiny grey kitten.  The poor thing wanted out as soon as he put in the microwave and shut the door.  It pawed at the door and meowed like it was asking to be let out.  The disgusting punk just turned the dial on and giggled.  The sound of the kittens screams still haunt me to this day.  One of the worst videos I have ever witnessed.  I can’t imagine the pain this poor animal felt as it was being cooked from the inside out alive.  It was so horrible!  All the while this bastard was laughing like he was at a comedy show or something.  How could anybody be so cruel?

    Another video I saw on the site was how to train dogs to fight.  They left these poor animals outside and wouldn’t feed them.  They continually punched them on the top of the head and hit them with sticks to make them more aggressive.  The fighting was just as horrible.  Those dogs just tore each other apart.  I hoped they would turn and tear the trainers to shreds.  Now that would have been a video I could really enjoy.

    After watching the videos I was totally disgusted.  It took about 10 minutes but my stomach just couldn’t handle it.  My mouth watered as my stomach turned and I ended up losing my dinner.  I hope these people pay for their crimes against the innocent.  They deserve to burn in hell!

  • A Friend Indeed – Deep Web Stories

    A Friend Indeed – Deep Web Stories

    A Friend Indeed

    I know of all the deep web stories, but I actually found two snuff films on the deep web with my friends link.  My friend at work gave me a link to put into TOR.  He told me what it was because we had talked about snuff films several times.  Almost every time we saw each other we discussed the topic.  I had looked around before but never found any real ones.

    I found a fake snuff film once.  It was a woman tied to a chair.  She said in a very frantic voice, ” Snuff films do not exist.”  Then a gun goes off, her head goes back and blood splatters on the wall behind her.  I quickly determined this was fake because the blood on the wall was thrown upward as it splashed.  It looked like someone threw it out of a bucket.  The film looked kind of real I guess.  It did fool my other friend who I showed it to for awhile until I pointed out the blood splattered on the wall looked like it was thrown from a bucket.

    Anyway, back to my friend at work.  We had discussed this subject for a few months from the time he started the job.  After all this time he finally gives me a link.  He never mentioned it before.  I guess I finally earned his trust.  He told me to try this link, so I did.

    There were two links on the page.  The first was a young guy who looked to be drugged or something.  He was being dragged across a rocky surface.  They were white rocks like the kind on a rocky road or pass.  Someone was behind him filming with a camera and a large man dressed all in camouflage was dragging the kid by his feet.  His head was leaving a small trail of blood as it was presumably cut by dragging him over the rocks.  This was to be the least of his worries.

    The big guy stopped and dropped the kids feet.  He showed a large serrated edged knife to the camera.  The guy was wearing a ninja style mask to cover his face.  He bent over and slit the guys throat.  The body wiggled and writhed while the blood and ultimately his life was drained from his body.  The video ended.

    I was hesitant but too curious to not start the second video.  It began with a film of an old guy with a beard talking to the camera.  You can’t hear what he is saying because there is no audio.  He looks to be nervously explaining himself.  He talks and plays with his clothes and hands.  He is wearing a striped button-down shirt and khakis.  He is in a clearing with some trees behind him.

    The next scene shows the same big guy dressed in camo walking up to the old guy with the gray beard.  This time the big guy was holding a bat and had a red hat with sunglasses.  I thought it was stupid to be wearing camouflage with a bright red hat that stuck out like a sore thumb.  Before I could finish the thought, the big guy whacked the old man in the head with the bat.  The old guy went straight down to the ground in a second flat.   You couldn’t see what happened next fully and clearly because the big guy was partially blocking the action from the camera with his body.  He pulled out a similar knife to the first video and bent down over the guy.  He grabbed his helpless victim by the hair and presumably slit his throat in a similar fashion.  You saw blood but not the actual throat slit like the first video.

    He started working on the old guy then he walked out of picture for a second.  The man may have still been somewhat alive because he was wiggling and flopping around.  The big guy came back with a saw in his hand.  He bent over him and started to saw the man’s head off of his body.  The camera stopped filming here and a cut was obvious.  The next thing you see is the big guy now holding the old man’s head, which was completely severed from his body.  He placed the head on a stump as the camera zoomed in for a close up of the poor old guy’s head.

    I had seen the terrorist beheading videos before so I wasn’t too disgusted.  I was more angry than sick.  I knew what I saw was real.  That big guy looked like one hard scary man.  He terrified me and I only saw him on video!

    The next time I saw my friend he asked me how I liked the movies.  His remark was so casual it sounded like he was asking if I liked the new episode of some popular TV show.  I commented it was kind of gross.  Then I asked him where he got them.  He smiled and winked then replied that was a secret.  He then became real serious and told me the page with the links was already gone and he warned me not to tell anyone else, or I may end up starring in the third video.  He then smiled and laughed.

    As he walked away it dawned on me that he was the camera man!  I quickly thought, “no that is stupid” and he must have been just messing with me.   At least, I hope he was.

  • A Sweet Girl and the Three Pigs – Deep Web Stories

    A Sweet Girl and the Three Pigs – Deep Web Stories

    A Sweet Girl and the Three Pigs

    I have heard all the deep web stories and decided to check it out anyway.  Now I’m in my late thirties so I wasn’t really familiar with TOR or hidden wiki or anything like that.  I had to watch some YouTube instructional videos to just make it into the deep web.

    It was relatively easy.  Before long I was browsing around.  I thought there would be some secret software or downloads I needed, but no.  It was just a browser.  All the regular sites are accessible like Google, Amazon or YouTube.  It just allowed me to go to the onion sites as well.

    I looked around for hours.  The illegal stuff for sale was easy to find.  Drugs, porn, stolen stuff was plentiful and easily accessed.  I did not see anybody getting killed or tortured though.  I was a little afraid that I might stumble onto something that I didn’t want to see.  After awhile I was totally bored and a little disappointed to be honest.  I’m not sure what I expected, but it was a huge let down.

    Then I came across this site about bullying.  It had a ton of videos to watch, more than you could see in one sitting.  They were horrible.  Some were from the USA and others were from Europe and Russia, all over the world.

    One featured three girls bullying another girl.  The three bullies were typical punks and the girl they were bullying was the sweet innocent kind.  The nice girl was in a pretty dress and the other three were dressed like pigs.  A fourth, whom you never saw held the camera.  They were by a brick building and they had the nice girl up against a wall.  The boss girl was getting in her face and poking her, flicking her hair and taunting her.  The good girl just turned her head back and forth and said nothing in return.

    Then the bully slapped her across the face really hard.  The nice girl didn’t do anything.  She then hit her in the head.  The other girls were laughing and egging the boss on.  Before long she was punching the poor girl and beginning to draw blood from the nose and mouth.  I figured that would stop them, seeing the blood and all, but no.  The sight of blood just encouraged those three.

    Those three pigs all started in on the girl.  Punching and kicking her in a frenzy.  She went down to the ground and covered up.  One of the bullies got a choke chain like you put on a dog for training and a metal leash from her bag, she came prepared.  She put the choke chain over the sweet girl’s head and hung the other part onto something protruding from the wall, essentially hanging the girl.  The poor girl had to stand on her tip toes in order not to suffocate.  They then continued to yell at her and beat her.  I was grateful there was no sound.

    The boss girl took of her belt and and began to whip the poor victim.  She was crying by this time.  She must have hit her 20 or 30 times.  I have never hit a girl before but if I were there, I’d have punched that girl right in the face!

    The video was almost 20 minutes long and the majority of it was them beating this girl.  I felt so bad for her and couldn’t help but to think that is somebody’s daughter.  I just couldn’t believe how cruel those girls were.  I’m not sure something like this could have ever happened 50 years ago.  It makes me wonder how bad things will get in the future.

    One of the worst things was the comments below the video.  I expected people to be pissed off, but instead, they were happy!  Some made disgusting comments like. “I wish they tore off her dress,” or “This is such a turn on,”  and “where is the happy ending?”  Whatever that means.

    Mind you this was just one of several videos.  I could tell you about more of them if you want.  I didn’t see any death videos but what I saw made me question my faith in humanity and future generations.  If young girls can be that cruel, then probably all those other stories about killing people on videos could be true as well.

    I was effected by the deep web in that sense.  I feel as if this world is getting worse and giving birth to things like the deep web where people take pleasure in other’s pain is just another sign that we are going in the wrong direction.  God help us all.

     

  • Living Sex Dolls – Deep Web Story

    Living Sex Dolls – Deep Web Story

    Living Sex Dolls

    This deep web story is sick and disturbing.  It is not for the feint of heart.  If you are a sensitive person, you should stop reading right here.  Continue at your own risk.

    This is a story from a supposed surgeon living in eastern Europe.  He sells something very peculiar on the deep web.  His product is living sex dolls.  They sell for about $40,000 dollars plus shipping.  This one is hard to get through.  He explains himself in writing.

    He states that he is a prominent surgeon living in a poverty stricken eastern European country.  He makes donations to a local orphanage and adopts several young girls from ages 6 or so to early teens.  The orphanage is glad to be rid of the extra mouths to feed and happy to accept his donations so they don’t ask questions.

    He takes these girls home and begins a horrible non-human transformation for a sick evil purpose.  He turns them into sex slaves.  He describes his methods for doing this in demented detail.

    He removes all four limbs of the girls in one surgery.  Leaving only stumps which he fastens a steel rod for chaining them or as he suggests, hang them from the ceiling as a decoration.  The girls are only fed from a bottle minimum to stay alive and have to be placed on a toilet.  He says they are extremely easy to care for.  They have to eat from a bottle because all of their teeth are also removed.  He then places a rubber insert in their mouth to maintain beauty and to assist with fellatio.

    The girls are then tortured physically and mentally to turn them into unquestioning, unfeeling slaves.  They undergo the worst kinds of torture imaginable.  He electrocutes and slices their genitals, cuts them regularly, beats them with almost anything you can think of, whips them mercilessly, squeezes their body parts with pliers and that is just to start to describe the sadistic things he does to these poor little girls.

    The doctor destroys their hearing by playing extremely loud music and sounds from headphones.  He then uses a laser to mostly blind the girls.  He removes almost all of their senses to make them more docile.  All the while he performs any sexual act you can imagine on them to prepare them for their new owner.  He tortures them for months before they are ready to be sold.

    This is perhaps one of the most horrifying and disturbing stories out there from the deep web.  Many people have claimed that this dark web story was fake because no one ever found the doctor’s site.  Then one 4Chan user did find the site and took screenshots to prove it.

    All we can hope for is that this is just some sick demented hoax.

  • Never Trust a Guy in Chat

    Never Trust a Guy in Chat

    Never Trust a Guy in Chat

    Everyone at school was going on the deep web.  I didn’t think there was too much wrong with browsing it because everyone did.  I heard the deep web horror stories but thought they were mostly fake creepypasta stories.  I still think that actually.

    One of my friends had bought some pot off of the Silk Road site before it was taken down.  He had no issues so I decided to give it a try.  I was going to a party and I wanted to get some.  Our friend who normally supplied everyone had moved away and things were kind of dry for us, so I figured I’d get some off the deep web.

    It didn’t take long to find a silk road copy site that sold everything illegal.  I wanted to double check them before I bought though so I went to a chatroom and asked if anyone ever purchased from the store I found.  More than one person responded with they could sell the weed for less.  I talked to a couple of them and decided to go with this one guy sayso389, whom I liked, instead of buying from that site.  I didn’t have to buy as much and it was less per gram.

    He told me I could even get a discount on the blueberry or white widow.  I said yes and asked how to send him the payment.  He directed me to a site address and told me I could order it from there.  The site address was just random numbers.  I wrote it down in case I needed it later.

    It took forever to load this site.  When it finally came up, there were only a few pictures of different drugs.  I clicked the pot picture and began to wait again.  A page loaded with a chat box that asked me to fill out the details of what I wanted, weight and type.  Then it asked my address for shipping, they needed it to determine total price because shipping was included.  I hesitated but figured it was okay because I was only giving my temporary address.  I then had to send bitcoins.  I did this and logged off.

    The party was a week away so I figured I would get my package by then.  Much to my frustration it did not come.  I was telling someone at the party about my experience and he said I probably got ripped off.  I secretly was suspecting this also but when he said it out loud I realized that it was probably true.

    The day after the party I went back to the chatroom to find sayso389.  I couldn’t find the site again.  I did write the address down but it was gone when I tried to pull it up.  I had hoped I just wrote it down wrong.  No one ever heard of sayso389.

    I tried for a few days before I finally found him in the chatroom.  I told him what happened and he pretended that he had never heard of me and I must have been mistaken.  I got mad.  I told him I wanted my $250 back and he better send it because I had his user name and the site address.  He sent me a private message that set me straight and proved he did remember me.  He said that he had my address and if I did anything he would send heroine to me and have a swat team there to break down my door and drag me out of the house.  I knew I was beat and slammed the laptop shut and kissed my money goodbye.  I will never buy anything from the deep web again.

  • Snuff Films Are Fake

    Snuff Films Are Fake

    Snuff Films Are Fake

    I won’t be mentioning any real names in my deep web story.  I really didn’t know anything about the deep web until I met someone I’ll call Bruce.  I worked with Bruce and he seemed to be an alright guy.  I was out drinking with him a couple times with other people at work.  We got along.

    One late night after we had all been drinking, Bruce invited me back to his place to get a few more beers.  I didn’t have to work the next day so I said sure.  I wasn’t tired and figured why not.  It turned out to be a BIG mistake.

    Somehow we got on the topic of snuff films.  I said that I figured the majority of them were fake.  Bruce laughed and brought me to his computer.  He signed on with TOR and chatted with some other freak on chit.chat.  He knew the guy and he sent him a link.  I think Bruce had to pay some bitcoin for a private chat with this guy.

    We end up at this very bland looking site.  It looked like it was 20 years old with nothing but a row of videos in a straight vertical line down the screen.  Each video had a timer ticking down and some numbers like 53/100.  The names of the video were disturbing enough.  Names like “34 year old female, blunt beating, throat slit.”  I mean this had to be fake.  I’m thinking this is some weird stuff and Bruce is acting like a kid in a candy shop.  He was all giggly and excited for me to witness this horrid video.  I tried not to act emotional and deep down thought to myself, “this is absolutely fake.”

    Bruce finds a video about to start and pays some bitcoins to get in.  We wait until it starts and it begins with static then a counter again and the video starts.  The quality was horrendous.  You could barely see, but the scene appeared real.  It is in some foreign third world country.  The street looks dirty.  There was a group of skinny guys in an alley.  A homeless man was sleeping there by a dumpster.  The head guy issued what I assumed was the command to start in some language I didn’t understand.

    The group walked up to this poor guy and started stomping and kicking him.  He didn’t scream.  I see blood coming from this guys nose and mouth.  He didn’t fight back.  The guy with the camera kept moving it around and it was hard to see what was happening.  I think the camera guy was trying to get in on the action and kick the homeless man as well.  The young men were screaming at this guy like he had done something to them.  As far as I know, he didn’t, but they acted like they hated this guy.

    After beating him mercilessly, one of the dudes pulls out a knife and stabs this guy.  Blood sprays as he keeps stabbing him and cutting him.  Blood on the wall and the guys attacking him.  I felt disgusted.  I knew this was not fake.

    Bruce is staring at the screen emotionless with wide eyes almost like he was hypnotized by what was happening.  I just wanted to leave.  How could he want to see this and pay for it on top of it all?

    I so wanted this guy to fight back and at least hurt one of the attackers, but he didn’t.  Finally one of the men, stepped on the man’s head with a big brown boot.  The camera got real close and the poor man looked to be in so much pain as this guy was smashing his skull against the concrete.

    The bloody knife came into picture.  The man stabbed the poor old guy in the throat as he winced in pain and pulled the knife forward, cutting the mans entire throat and blood poured out.  I wanted to throw up right there.  The video ended there but some weird gurgling sounds were still being played for a second or two.

    Bruce looked at me and asked, “if I still thought snuff films were fake?”  I just looked at him and said, “You are sick man.”

    I no longer work at that place any longer and I have no idea what has happened to Bruce, nor do I care.  I never liked him after that, and he knew it.

    I hate the fact that I can’t get that image out of my head.  The poor old guy with that boot pinning his head to the ground while that maniac cut his throat out.  Why didn’t he scream?  Why didn’t he fight back?  It still makes me sick to my stomach.  We are so caught up with video games and our phones that we really have no idea what life is really like out there for some people, or how sick this world can be.

    I know the deep web probably has some good points and uses, but I’ll never go there again.

  • A Deep Web Warning

    A Deep Web Warning

    A Deep Web Warning

    Dear Midnight Fears,

    I am writing this email to you in hopes that you will get this information out to the public.  I know how crazy this may sound to you, but please bare with me as I explain.

    There has been this big popularity boom about the deep web and so many people are now exploring it.  Please tell them to STOP!  This is not a place that is to be toyed with.

    It is a fact that the Deep Web is a haven for criminals, hackers, identity thieves, weirdo child porn freaks, murderers, drug dealers and hitmen to name just a few, but I am here to tell you that there is even more to it than very bad people.

    There is something else that people need to know about the deep web, it is almost as if it is alive.  Maybe not so much alive, as conscious.  Things could happen to you after visiting these sites.  I don’t know if it acts as a portal or gateway for evil to enter our world but something sinister is occurring beyond the normal bad guy stuff.

    I have a friend who basically lost his mind after exploring the Deep Web.  He still won’t say what he saw, but his girlfriend said he wouldn’t eat, talk or do anything for like two days.  He finally returned to work and began to act somewhat normal, but whenever we ask him about it, he turns pale white, begins to sweat and just clams up.  He will not tell anyone what he had experienced.

    I don’t know what the draw is or how this deep web pulls people to it.  It’s almost like it summons you and you know its a bad place but this thought in the back of your head keeps telling you to visit and look around.  I know because this happened to me.

    I downloaded the browser and found the Hidden Wiki.  At first it was just stupid things like porn and drugs.  Lots of illegal stuff was everywhere, counterfeit money to fake passports.  I shut it off unimpressed, but I kept thinking about it and went back almost everyday after work.  I would sign on and keep looking around.  I don’t know what I was looking for but I kept looking.

    Most of the sites seemed to be just random numbers and letters for the address, so you can’t remember them unless you copy it or write it down.  They also change often.  I became almost obsessed and perhaps even addicted to browsing around the Deep Web.  All the while I had this sick bad feeling in my stomach that I should not be doing this.  It was an internal struggle.  I was like someone addicted to drugs or alcohol who couldn’t quit.  I would tell myself, “I am not going to go online tonight.”  But I always did.

    Anyway, one night I found what I was looking for, or rather it found me.  I was looking around when a window popped up, an old DOS looking window and the word, “Hello” was typed.  I closed the window and it popped up again.  This time it typed, “That was rude Jeremy.”  I was really taken back.  How did this person know my name?  I didn’t respond and it continued typing, ” Is everyone that rude in Elmwood Park?”  The town I live in is Elmwood Park.  I am totally terrified now.  I thought the browser I was using was completely anonymous.  I say to myself, “Oh crap,” under my breath.  The window types, “You shouldn’t swear.”  My heart went straight to my throat when I realized it could hear me.  I almost immediately covered my camera with my finger and it said in response, “Lol, I can still see you Jeremy.”  I tried to close the window but there was no “x” to shut it down this time.  I see a form begin to materialize on screen.  It was a picture of this thing, before it could completely come into focus, I immediately shut my laptop and began to unplug it to totally cut the power.  I hear a voice come from the speaker when I was shutting my computer down, warning me “Don’t come back.”  The voice wasn’t human.

    The next day I got the courage to power on my laptop and I uninstalled the browser.  I never went back to the Deep Web.  I don’t know what that thing was, but I really don’t think it was human.  Strange things happened after this.  I won’t tell you what they were because this email is already too long and you will just think I must be insane, but I finally realized what I was looking for, a warning to not mess around on the Deep Web anymore, and I got it.

    Please tell people to NOT go there, nothing good can come from it.

    Sincerely,

    Jeremy M.